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omgcynosure:

hi im still alive! 

so why am i always back after a year lol but anyways, good to see my tumblr still running. so many things happened after one year. 2018 was not my favorite year but life happens. 

why did i rise from the dead? well, i got a new laptop!!!! macbook finally :((( also got new phone and airpods #flex #jokelang #iusedcleanmoney #iearnedit 

you know what? everytime something happens, i wanna run to tumblr to tell the story but i just got lazy every single time. but i finally got to open this after so many log-in attempts. 

should i do a summary of events of my 2018- present? nobody’s asking but here we goooo:

• dad’s passing in April. i still miss you dad :( :( :( 
  
• my employment in V didn’t turn out well as we planned to. resigned May. 
• suddenly got hooked with Super Junior cos LO SIENTO BABYYYY
• our family trip in tokyo pushed through! this was in June :) love you mom & brotha
• SUPER JUNIOR SUPER SHOW 7 VIP IN JUNE!!!!! damn son this was so goooood. donghae, my bias, waved at me and yesung gave me his lollipop prop from Magic :) 
• started my new employment in July with TMN 
• back at it with the solo trip in Taiwan during my birth month (sept) 
• december local trip to cebu and bohol with the fam :) 
• LIKING SOMEONE AGAIN IN DECEMBER. BAKIT PURO DECEMBER. SI B FROM BEFORE DECEMBER DIN HAAHHAAH 
• March-May well up until now may lovelife yata ako. pero odiba di ako sure HAHA galing ko talaga lol. pero looks like it didn’t turn out well. #wrongtiming #ayawniLord #siLordnatumututol HAHA medyo gusto ko padin siya now pero meh, ewan. siya na bahala. 
• April I went back again to korea with my fam. I was a tour guide again. But hey, good to be back!!!! 
• I resigned last May from TMN, started new job in JGS. Im close to two months now! :D 
• starting my GRAD SCHOOL *HOLY F…* YES GRAD SCHOOL!!!!! in august. just took my chance and really didn’t expect i’ll pass cos i didnt study and the exam was so so so hard. i wasnt ready but TYL I passed :) will be taking up my Masters in Industrial Relations in UP Diliman. 

Oh well! Das my life lately. Nakakatuwa lang balikan cos everything felt like it happened yesterday. Life really do surprise you a lot. I gotta get used to this. 

Til my next update…. which hopefully doesn’t turn out a year after. 

Ciao.

Back after 3 years 😂

hi im still alive! 

so why am i always back after a year lol but anyways, good to see my tumblr still running. so many things happened after one year. 2018 was not my favorite year but life happens. 

why did i rise from the dead? well, i got a new laptop!!!! macbook finally :((( also got new phone and airpods #flex #jokelang #iusedcleanmoney #iearnedit 

you know what? everytime something happens, i wanna run to tumblr to tell the story but i just got lazy every single time. but i finally got to open this after so many log-in attempts. 

should i do a summary of events of my 2018- present? nobody’s asking but here we goooo:

• dad’s passing in April. i still miss you dad :( :( :( 
  
• my employment in V didn’t turn out well as we planned to. resigned May. 
• suddenly got hooked with Super Junior cos LO SIENTO BABYYYY
• our family trip in tokyo pushed through! this was in June :) love you mom & brotha
• SUPER JUNIOR SUPER SHOW 7 VIP IN JUNE!!!!! damn son this was so goooood. donghae, my bias, waved at me and yesung gave me his lollipop prop from Magic :) 
• started my new employment in July with TMN 
• back at it with the solo trip in Taiwan during my birth month (sept) 
• december local trip to cebu and bohol with the fam :) 
• LIKING SOMEONE AGAIN IN DECEMBER. BAKIT PURO DECEMBER. SI B FROM BEFORE DECEMBER DIN HAAHHAAH 
• March-May well up until now may lovelife yata ako. pero odiba di ako sure HAHA galing ko talaga lol. pero looks like it didn’t turn out well. #wrongtiming #ayawniLord #siLordnatumututol HAHA medyo gusto ko padin siya now pero meh, ewan. siya na bahala. 
• April I went back again to korea with my fam. I was a tour guide again. But hey, good to be back!!!! 
• I resigned last May from TMN, started new job in JGS. Im close to two months now! :D 
• starting my GRAD SCHOOL *HOLY F…* YES GRAD SCHOOL!!!!! in august. just took my chance and really didn’t expect i’ll pass cos i didnt study and the exam was so so so hard. i wasnt ready but TYL I passed :) will be taking up my Masters in Industrial Relations in UP Diliman. 

Oh well! Das my life lately. Nakakatuwa lang balikan cos everything felt like it happened yesterday. Life really do surprise you a lot. I gotta get used to this. 

Til my next update…. which hopefully doesn’t turn out a year after. 

Ciao.

Hello, It’s me! Kahit walang readers, I want to say hi again! 

I love how Tumblr is my go-to “site” when it comes to storytime. Sarap maging outlet to, also, walang kasamang judgment! Wala naman kasing masyadong followers or pwedeng inactive nadin sila? 

Tracking my last post - it was published last April 2017 pa. Tagal. Oh how I wish I have the luxury of time to input all my stories here on Tumblr. 

Oh siya, the here comes the story dated December 18, 2017. 

December 18, 2017 - V Christmas Party

If you know me well, you would know na I like parties, I like being with the crowd, I like getting to know new people, etc etc. Wala akong takot makipag-usap with other people basta wag lang sa crush ko. Hehehe.

So ito na nga, feel ko alam niyo naman na. Christmas Party, at oo nagka-moment kami ni crush! 

Sino si crush? Isang developer sa office. How did we meet? We have the same phone kasi and one time, I forgot my charger at home and unfortunately, no one in our dept has the same phone as mine. Another thing, I can’t use any old android usb charger. So I asked my friend Reb if she knows someone with an S8 charger. Wala daw. I asked my other friend Eli naman if she knows someone from Fintq who has an s8 charger. After ilang minutes, meron daw. Si G daw. G is cute kaya medyo kinilig ang lola mo! So bumaba ako ng 6F (Fintq’s area) to get the charger. Aba, pagdating ko charger daw nung B ang hiramin? So ako naman sa isip ko, okay thank you! Pero deep inside, fuck sino yun HAHA 

So after ko magcharge, I went down again to their area (8F kasi kami). This time, Eli didn’t come with me. Okay lang sa akin, rampa nalang ako mag isa. Went there and dahil I forgot B’s face and his name, pag dating ko sa entrance, hinahanap ko siya. Aba malakas pa boses ko hahaha! Pero tumingin siya sakin so nag sorry ako for the hassle tapos akyat na ako.

Nakita ko na siya before nung isang friend ko nagrerecommend sakin ng crush, tinuro niya si B pero di ko na-bet-an. (Ganda ka? Haha!)

After 1 week na pinahiram si charger, inasar ako ng mga friends niya while I’m eating lunch (we have common friends btw), narecharge daw ba ako sa charger ni B? LOL 

So yeah, ang crush ko pala ay si B if I haven’t mentioned it yet. 

Fast forward sa christmas party, edi crush na crush ko nga siya haha pero hanggang tingin nalang ako kasi again, if you know me, mahiyain lang ako when it comes to my crush. Mababa self-esteem ko sa ganayan eh. Nalaman na din ng mga kasama ko sa work na I like B so ang dami nilang attempts na tawagin siya para makilala ko siya and ako tumatakbo lang. 

Fast fast forward, nung after-party na so kuha drinks ganyan, inom! Di ko namalayan na lasing na pala ako (sorry lasing ako so onti lang nareremember ko) and ayun, all I can remember is hugging B. Siya lang. Siguro 5-10 minutes kaming nakahug lang tapos nakakalimutan ko why nawawala siya pero I remember pag nahahanap ko siya, amoy yosi siya so baka nag yb.

Guys, first time ko malasing. Di naman kasi ako malakas uminom. Mga 1 bottle lang tapos done na. Para di lang kj. Pero nung time na to, ang dami kong nainom siguro kasi para lumakas na loob ko and magmeet kami ni B. Nakakainis kasi ganun pala pag nalalasing no? Onti lang naalala mo pero buti nalang ang mga naalala ko yung snippets ng moments namin ni B. Although hindi lahat which is sayang, thankful padin ako kasi I saw the twinkle in his eyes, his eye smile, even his smile. Damn, so precious. Ang ganda. Ang sarap sa pakiramdam. Parang slow motion nung nagkakatitigan lang kami habang hinahaplos niya yung hair ko. His other arm on my waist, my arms intertwined on his shoulders. Di ko na maalala pinag-usapan namin. Naalala ko yung nawala yung pagkalasing ko ng sligh nung nakatingin lang ako sa mga mata niya. Sarap. Wala ako masabi. A moment to remember. 

omg hi hahahaha im back after 14 months. i forgot i still have this account! akala ko dineactivate ko na. lol wala naman ako kausap here which feels crazy yet good at the same time kasi nasasabi ko feelings ko ng wala akong pakielam cos wala naman nagbabasa ng mga post ko here.

eh why am i here nga ba??

wala lang. namiss ko lang bigla. or naghanap lang ako ng dahilan para di gawin career planning project ko. anyway, it feels good to be back. funny how my last #feels posts were about my crush days pa hahahaha hay nako time flies. i remember how tumblr used to be my outlet all day everyday tapos ngayon meh haha no time na :-( couldnt even post sa twitter na din pero okay lang. 

any updates?

tapos na thesis ko. de joke, still have minor revisions but keri naman! yung iba kong blockmates and friends major revisions :( sayang pero alam ko kaya naman nila yun hehe. and im having my holy week break this week (perks of being in a catholic university). classes resumes on tuesday so i still have 6 days to do my projects and papers. shet graduating na ako. 2 weeks left. di ko na alam gagawin ko sa buhay ko. mag aabbroad ba ako or not? gusto ko umalis pero ewan. hay. ang bilis ng panahon grabe parang dati lang rant ako ng rant dito nung 3rd year hs ako tapos hanggang sa dineactivate ko yung isang tumblr acct ko nung 2nd yr college ako hanggang sa di ko na din nagagamit to. huuuy :( hahaha

just to go with the flow since puro rant naman to, mag rrant ako uli or kwento para consistent LOL

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alam niyo naman na mahilig ako manuod ng basketball lol so currently thomasian goodwill games sa ust ngayon w/c is parang inter-college tournament ng basketball and volleyball. ngayong 2nd sem is basketball. nanunuod ako ng games ng medicine (of course pati commerce) kasi may crush ako taga med hahahah. that guy i always see whenever i go to school kasi there’s this street called yosi lane (antonio) tapos lagi siya andun nagyoyosi (duh) hahaha ang cute niya :( anyway nanuod ako ng game nila vs grad school with my roommate. yung roommate ko na yun mahilig din manuod ng games kasi sports writer din siya sa ust. gumawa siya ng scene sinabi niya sakin na dun daw kami umupo sa lower bleachers tapos matatamaan daw ako ng bola tapos iilag siya tapos sasaluhin ko tapos lalapitan ako ng crush ko then magssorry hahaha that cray girl talaga pero omg IT HAPPENED. slow mo pa. haha pero di crush ko yung naka tama ng ball. yung isang taga med din na habang nagwwarm up sila is nakakatinginan ko. tapos lumapit siya sakin nung natamaan ako ng ball solid 10 sec nagsosorry lang siya sakin like tinitignan niya face ko and hinawakan pa niya ako sa kamay uhg ano ba doc ahaha lol wala lang nakwento ko lang. sige bye!